:)) for nothing

watching Rhythm of Life now,so confusing lehh!
dont understand a sngle thing at all!!suddenly this one die then later
alive again??wth?ahhhhhhhhhh now jeanette aw die!>>i like jeanette aw:)
aiyo cant go tution with yanyi tommorow ler:((she go KL liao =.=
ohhh and stop saying this skin is too innocent for me ahhh!
tingfang why you got my letter so fast?!i sent it like a day ago??
nvm..yesterday on Helen the baby fox to watch..i cried like hell laa!
so cute know?!and erm for the nintendogs game i actually bought ANOTHER
Pembroke Welsh Corgi,female!!so cute!haahaa:)and my mum going Funan Centre
tommorow to get a brand new webcam!!yeeehooo:]
and i finished all my homeworks except all o9 hw!!so guai horr??!hees
i want go out with tingfang and yanyi fast!!psst i got a feeling my dad will agree
to it!!

sobbbs.

wahhhhhhhhhahahahh[cries]cant go o9 for a long time liao!
my act good dad has banned me from the com-allowing me only
like TWICE a week!!:[[[[sadd
i thought he wouldnt do this!he was so kind,sope actually he got
a motive in being so 'nice' -.-
well,miss my computer!!and my dad 'stole' the laptop away!
~.~i know i very ke lian--lynette!!how could you?!
you're out there in thailand enjoying..and im in my stupid room
like doing what?studying?!!!
ohh and im so so so excited going out with ting fang and yanyi
IF my dad agrees to let me out for that few in hrs..:(
nothing else to blabber ler:)bye

so happy laa!!

hahhhh!i woke up today feeling very scared know?!my dad's gonna
get my report books..i didnt follow him-just in case he goes all crazy
if he sees my mark:)then later after he went out i ate prawn noodles
while watching Three Kingdoms~i must admit,its quite a nice show..
afterwards i went to the holiday assignments[im so guai hor?]
not long later,he came home--i was like 'die!die!die!ler'
i went out,pretending to be calm,and he turned to me with a smile
and said 'good!you improved on your english!' while handing me the report book
i was totally dumbfounded~~0.0 how,how i mean doesnt he feel mad??
although he said that with a smile,i knew that he was a little dissapointed
i felt bad lorr..
but afterwards i felt better when he talked to me like nothing had happened
but my position in class is 18/19 so its like the last few lorr..
i know who was the 19th one [DAWN LIEW]--should be her laa
but i was glad he didnt scold me:)))and he didnt have the time to see mrs liew
so it was quite good,he asked ms chong if my results would be able to get me to
sec2,she answered immediately NO..well not surprised,i failed 5 haalow??
ohh and averyl's 'singing' is still in my head till now know?!!so irratating!
dono what lick banana lick lick banana then somemore suck banana suck suck banana
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwness>.im having a bad cough and a terrible flu at the moment..so cam yaa??
haahahahahaahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaahahahahhaahfor nothing

yipeeee!!last day of school!

yayness!!last day of school liao!!so happy!!
also ms dong's b'day today:)hahaa~~
dad's going see mrs liu and form teacher tomorrow-omg
sure get killed de >.< ahhhhhhh
hello?!i failed 5 subjects know?!siao liao laa!!
i sure must do harder for the next term one!if not my 'future'[like as if i have one]
will be gone de>>although jc better than poly,i still want go poly
so its like quite weird lor..ohh and im admiring jay chou's poster
now,i just bought from sembawang at J8 awhile ago..well not really
but yaa,yesterday buy de:))))so happy!
he's so shuai lor!ohh how's this new blogskin??i think its nice although
quite plain and far too green.but its okay laa,not as bad as the previous one
blabber continues..

:[

today is ANIMAL DAY!!there's this golden retreiver and a basset hound
which were so damn cute although i dont really adore basset hounds alot
then me and yanyi and averyl and lynette took pictures with this horse
that stinks alot and i look damn weird and ugly and also took with the
golden retreiver[name was zeus]..yanyi mum can help us scan the pics..
back on to the bad thing..i actually got lowest for BIO in 1-5B i think
but not sure about 1-5A..terrible laa-i swear i will study damn hard
next term in order to pass well and get the permission to go out whenever
i want..
that yanyi got A1..so jealous laa,but i really deproved ALOT lor..
but i dont have a single tutor so i think its kinda acceptable??well yaa
that averyl damn terribly SICK,SICK,SICK!!she had this marshmellow thing
and she thought of stucking a straw into it,imagining there's lemonade
and choucolate in it,get it? and she said i wanted to taste it-well,i DID say..
but it was obviously a joke right??a real sick one..
then she actually put this sticky paper thing that said 'smack my ass' on
DAWN LIEW's back know?!quite mean yaa??then later she sorta touched it..
and the paper dropped to the ground laa then later averyl took it again and
paste it onto her chair instead:)hahahahaahahahah,meanie
bye lerx need go file my papers:(

yeeehhooo!!

yays camp's finally over,but i somehow feel sad..
the 1st day sucked like hell-bathing was terrible,very terrible
i hated it!!then there's day 2 which is far far much better
SEnTosA TrIp lehh:)and yanyi used my sis's ez link card cos she cant
top up hers,you better pay me back=.=
so i used my aunty's [adult card]..and the $$$ left is just right for the
last day's bus ride home~my ruthless mum cant fetch me back..
the stuffs are twice as heavier you know?!!and i totally stink..
halo??bathe only like 2 times for 2 days lehh!!2 DAYS 2 BATHS?!
its either they siao ler or what.okay the funny and pai seh part was
sleeping that time.freaking hot!burningly HOT[temperature,not hot at NIGHT]
then the 1st night right,i rolled onto lynette's sleeping bag,and she
was like pushed me away-i didnt even know..so i tried to become more
cautious of the rollings,and on the 2nd night..
i rolled onto crystal's sleeping bag,and she was like waken up..
actually when i rolled onto her sleeping bag,i was already half awake..
just that i didnt have the courage to quickly roll back.you see,im shy know?
and then when she wanted to push me away,she was like dont dare,so we both
were shy laa..after a good 5 mins,i pretended to accidentally wake up
and move to my sleeping bag,and she was like 'oh hi'.
i felt bad lorr,cos everytime i sleep hor is move here move there one
but lucky i didnt oversleep laa..but i thought the 2nd night was funner
cos,almost everyone gathered around and listen to ghost stories,and i actually
put the torch onto my chin part and acted like a ghost,and that freaked out cheryl
tay and lynette keep on saying 'ahhh' 'eeeee' 'ohhhhhhhh' and that lynette
keep hitting my shoulder!!i so poor thing,yes i know i know..
then lynette actually scared me know?!!!!i wasnt scared of ghosts at all..
any type,the one in The Ring,or The maid or The eye or Shutter..
i wasnt abit of afraid..but lynette actually scared me with her damn long hair
and it was as i was about to scare her..hahah i want scare her,but she scare me
instead!lol
and my pimple actually grew bigger!!so yanyi lent me her pimple cream dono what
thing,and i just dipped abit,well shant say it has NO effect at all lahh
but it didnt really cure the stupid pimple..thks anyway
and on parents' appreciation,i felt quite moody lor..no idea why laa
but yaa just have mixed feelings lor..like want cry but cannot,want shout but dont dare
am i possesed by two different feeling ghosts??
-to be continued-

:)))

i simply lurrve today!!im happy!!i lurrve my english score!!
i improved ALOT know?from a lan C6 to a erm ____ B3!
thats quite good,though:)just a few more points to A2!!
but i doubt i will see a single A in my report book lors..
then must stay back fer the stupid boring story telling competition
that makes my butt stiff and PAIN!!!!!and just halfway through,
i sorta touched my nose and i felt a bump on it,feels rather pain
then i ask lynette if its a pimple[i certainly hope its not],
and she was like :ya i think so,but theresa didnt see anything,
so i think i shall believe her-thats running away from reality..
but i DO have a pimple o.o sobs and tears..
somemore at my bloody nose lehh..so pai sei laah
oh and cheryl gave me a magazine page of jay chou during self revison today
haha thks anyway..
wah lao feel damn sian now lehh..
tomorrow got the fucking camp-its like ewwwness laah..
havent even pack the bag cos i dont bother to,i hate camps ever since
i had my 2nd camp in Whitley Secondary School..totally booness
and i heard from lynette that we can only bathe with a pail of cold water
but cold water sounds fun!!!i still rember when in Whitley i had to
bathe with a few friends from my class [1E2] and yanyi's friend erm..
sharmaine or smth is from [1E3] i fink..
and we arent sleeping in the hall lehhh..ish sleep in class de!awww man
lemme recall my marks--
maths-D7
english-B3
chinese-ferget liaoo
the rest not comfirm yet..yes and im very satified fer my english!
yanyi dont be sad & angry laa go bash mr lim if possible okay??
maybe i shall follow the kungfu dunk moves haah???hees
EnDiNG WitH a bIG SMilE!!qiNzHeN

heeeees

got back erm..how many again?orh er 3 results today ler.
chinese,maths & history:chinese overall improve by 1.4 marks,still improve laa
then maths also somehow improve,from F9 to E8 before moderation
history not that comfirm yet,
dono why i felt so scared today lehh..
haizz nvm.PE was totally unfun,i only touched the frisbee once
cos' im really terrible in that,but much better than yanyi
lynette and averyl all never play,cos' must do the NAPFA thing
after 3 days of listening to averyl's almost every word,and cheeky giggles
i came to one conclusion:she needs to clean her brain,cos' of the dirtness she has in them.
that is so totally true,although i might say im lil lidat too+yanyi
and a little of lynette,but she's damn dirty..
dono what kite got tail=sperm
then what banana?[i shant say what it means]
then still got what else..aiyo zong zhi got alot jiu dui liao!
tsktsk,oh yarh there's this girl called sophia,i dono who she is still,
but she called me but i didnt answer and then smsed me ask if i got call her?
i was like[texted her]:who are you??do i know you??
then there's the maths thing,and im grped with yanyi,clarissa and erm rebecca
the OTHER rebecca..supposed to ask a qn right ?
then me and yanyi were like thinking if we shd put this queston
:do you think kimjeonghoon is cute?[jk jk]like wtf?
okay,my dad flew off today for buisness trip & i was watching
kungfu dunk again,then i looked and looked again,i thought,that chen bo lin
[the one with the moustache and all]
was wayyyy cuter than jay chou lor..he's so handsome,i feel so,so,so
haizzzz,oh ya marylyn smsed me fer my results,in fact she's the first person
who smsed me fer my results..aiyo she's always lidat,so different
from perlyn,i think perlyn's much better[sry no offence]..
then i was like:im sure you're far much better than me laa..
ENdiNg wiTh A (=.=) LOoK,qINzHeN

2 good things,1 ____ thing,1 unhappy thing

i dont really like today..
but its averyl's birthday[sorry i didnt get you a present]
then did the stupid chinese recording thing,then lynette
and i keep on laughing when she must say the 'ou' that part..
i know we quite sott de..
then fer the chinese compo,i had 61!!haha not that high but
is the highest grade i have in the zuo wen book
okay..that was the 2 good things.
then during live lesson got photo taking,and i fergotten all
abt it lorr..then first is the formal take..then is the
imformal one,then i was standing beside the quail yolk girl[averyl]
and she was like 'shooting' me..and my pose was stupid,i totally
look like a statue
what kind of pose is that laa!!sure look ugly in the damn photo..
that ish the 1 ____thing,
then LIT was..haizz
there were 3 failures in class,im one of them..
and the teachers only wanted to see me,so you can roughly guess
how much i scored,as in..yaa
i dont want tok so much abt this lousy feeling thing,that obviously is
one bad thing..
ending with a long frown,qinzhen

im sho happy!!thanks tingfang

when i woke up today,i went downstaires to get all
the mails,then i saw one with my name..
and then i was like very excited to see lor..cos i
hardly get any,all of them are just plain bills..
then i went back to open it..
then i recognised it,the handwriting..then i was like
'OMG!TINGFANG SENT ME A LETTER!'okay that was bleh,must pity
me,i never received a single letter last yr
love you too!![as a fren though]..thks fer
the letter yaa?i think i want to send you one too!!
oh yea any of ya know of any websites that i can easily
download songs[chinese]into the mp4??pls answer!!
ending with a WIDE smile:),qinzhen

[omg i feel damn nerd]

today de npcc sucks terribly lor..
i forgot to bring the 2pid uniform..
actually not reely forgot,just not sure need bring anot
cos everyone also not sure,then during recess must
sms my dad to bring the uniform fer me..then i was
like calling my auntie right after school while walking to the
canteen.quite pai seh since i was talking damn loudly..
then even worst,when my dad came,the items were like got
so many lor..wah my auntie pro whorrs bring extra,
then when changing into the 2pid npcc uniform that time,
we dont go each cubicle one leh,is change together de!!
so sick laa!!i still got it in the end..then nicole and xue wen
were helping me ALOT,and i mean it.
when i finally got to see myself in the mirror,i only had one
word in my mind:NERD
but thats okay..then got the total defence test..i so didnt
practice lor.but quite easy laa since MR TANG is so lenient
well,sorta[i retested like 2 times leh]i think i can get the
bronze badge one de laa..thats what i think
then had at least 10 mins of drills,haizz damn borring
after dismissal i went to change back into sch u,i brought
everything into the toilet,just that i forgottern my shoes
and when i went back to get the shoes,i took off the NPCC shoes
right in front of the mams..like OMG[cos its not showing respect]
then one of them actually kinda reprimanded me..sadness[but i really am wrong]
[tHE COnvERsaTIOn]
mam:excuse me,what did i tell you?!
me:erm,(whispers shit)im going to bring the shoes to the toilet already..
mam:do you think this is showing respect to your uniform??!
me:yes..
mam:YES?!
me:oh!i mean no!!
mam:[looks at me]go to the toilet and change now.
okay it was freaky lor..so fierce fer what?!
and then class was damn boring laa..and yanyi keep smsing tingfang!!
she very irratating leh![whoooooo-ooooooops]yanyi you very kaypoh leh!!
sry fer sayinf all that but..erm yaa
EndINg WitH a NErdY lOoK,qINzhEn

nofing to display

yay[supposed to sound dull]its thursday.
-not able to hand up DnT project,must do so tomorrow
-found out about a dumb camp
-english story telling today
-took bus with yanyi & cheryl tay again
[yanyi]:how can you tell tingfang i said you 'stole' her
away from me?!!since when?since when did you tell me that?
.now im so sad.ahehehehhe[sobbing]
then got another stupid camp going on on next friday!!ahh!
in Whitley Sec already have one,now still got another one..
haizz dying liao.still say the theme is called:F.U.N
wth laa!what make frens,what unity,what new something!!?
cant even bring phone..even sadder[cries louder]
oh yes cheryl(tay),im not exactly rich,so pls stop saying im rich
kayy??instead,change it to im the poorest of the poor..
then i will be going to serangoon stadium with tingfang & that
yanyi cause they want exercise or smth..hmmphh!!
but i will be able to see tingfang's reaction when she sees yanyi
and tf will finally understand why i sms her this phrase
"and i wouldnt say yanyi is pretty,too"
ok fine i know im not nice,and pretty but okay nvm
i cant go on anymore..
tommorow got the stewpid NPCC again laa!i hope donnid wear the
uniform.it totally sucks..bleuuu
and i bought the hairnet already,just that i dont know how to
cut the stewpid hole for the 'hat' thing..cant believe im wearing
that for the rest of the 4 yrs.
i shall change this blogskin since yanyi says its ugly..
then michelle called me on my phone and i was so surprised.
she asked me whether im free tommorow[friday],and i was like
sorry not free got npcc..then she responded "eeeeeeeeee"
ThE COnVErsaTIon
[phone rings]
michelle:hello?
me:erm hello,did anyone call me just now??
michelle:ya me.
me:erm ya err..[i didnt know her home number,so i dono who called]
michelle:eh you know i am who anot??
me:sorry no
michelle:michelle laa!!eh you free tommorow?
me:oh HI!!nope not free got npcc..why?
michelle:eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
me:why?!
michelle:why everyone not free de?!
me:why?!!!
michelle:i wan go back olgc
me:orh go back on sports day laa..
michelle:eeee dont want la
me:oh liang2 also want,you call her la!
michelle:oh!okay thks!bye
me:erm bye?
i know its stupid.
ending with a grin,qinzhen

pheww!!everything wan liao!!

wah!today last test!so free liao..hmmmms..
today's maths damn tough leh,i thought can practise
in class this morning while waiting fer assembly
but got that stupid NPCC day thing..haizz
shi sian dao[supposed to sound like bryan wong]
my legs were like numb liaoo lor..then must do the
stupid command and SING the national anthem..
i feel nerd.
yes,nerd.
then yanyi and lynette were like laughing at me..
imagining how i will look like if i wore the uniform.
yaa laa!!i know lah!N-E-R-D okay?!
the socks sho high,then also must wear the stupid
hair net thing..-bleeeehh-
but the test today was so damn tough and yaa.
no need say liao,the first word that comes to my mind ish:
'FAIL'
i also never really practise laa..loook:
-my maths sucks
-my english so so
-my chinese quite okay
-my literature is a erm
-my geog also not too good
-my science totally sucks except fer BIO
-my history is just pass pass..
-my DnT is..nope WAS good,not sure fer now
see that?!its like im in normal TECH liddat!!
okay thats barely blehh but whatever.
then today's PE definetly sucks,we were playing
with those smart ppl from 1.1..aiyo we played
captains ball and they were like sho damn tall,and i felt
S-H-O-R-T once again..and of course our class lost laa!
no mood liao..and the worst part was when the teachers wanted
us to shake bloody hands!ok that was totally an ERR??
so we shaked,and each person from both classes shaked at least
40 hands..ewwww laa
haizzz yao shui jiao liao,good nights:)

yayness to me~im so kind!!

hah!yesterday night watch the charity show,and i called to
donate 5 times!each call $5 and then hor there will be one
person speaking in chinese:xie xie ni de juan kuan..blablabla
i think that person is a singer or smth..but see?im so kind-
hearted right??oh i really am:]~~im so so soft hearted horr??
thats why i fell fer both kimjeonghoon & jay chou..
aihh..wo shi zai tai guai le!!wth.today's history test was quite
,QUITE okay la..and i only took like 20mins to complete nia..
that means im smart!!but so no lor..i didnt even staudy alot,just
a teeny tiny little bit of the chapter.oh and im eating the
milkybar thing now!!its so yummy de!!just now bought at bus stop
one,cheryl really had the intention of eating it..and i was like
"no lor,im bringing home and eat"..ok then at lunch today,me ,
lynette,averyl & yanyi were like talking about our brothers..
haha so funny:))badmouthing our own brothers.tsk tsk tsk
oh yes and erm tingfang,if you were thinking that yanyi aka
xiiao!e'R was cute,lemme tell you,she so isnt ok??!!!and hor she
very very talkative one!!and also very kua zhang sometimes..
blehh la..haha
ermm..oh ya the class outing was postponed[i think]!!!yayy!!yayy!!yayy!
i hated this kinda thing,why must there be such things in the 1st place?!
its so dumb!!and wu liao leh..why should i give up my fun things just
to go fer a damn unfun thing??!
but nvms liao..not going ler mahxD

its saturday!

so happys!![fer no reason,though]erm ya i woke up
and saw my clock and it shows 11.25am..and now,im smsing tingfang
she's asking me those weird stuffs again
and i was quite scared,i was alone
in the room,since my siblings and parents went out
without me.cos' last night,my aunty[maid]let me listen
to the malay radio station at 12am.its actually
fer ppl who have got stories to share from their experience
with ghosts..
then last night was the one with ppl who recorded a haunted toilet
it was really,really freaky.i mean who want to do this kinda
weird weird things laa?!i heard a woman crying,the toilet cubicle
door banging repeatedly,the dog downstairs howling,and when a
cat meowed next,i quiclky asked my aunty to switch to another
station..its,its just errrrr[you know?!]
but i wasnt as scared laa,although i believe in supernatural
i experienced it before,and nobody seemed to believe.but
maybe its good..so they wont be afraid of me..
there was once when my uncle came to visit me in my AUNT's
hse[not mine],he WAS a bomoh..
but he dont use black magic,he uses white magic,so i wasnt afraid
he'll keep ghosts.and when i saw him,[i was alone at home]the first
thing he said was "wah qinzhen!you invited alot of ppl to your hse ah?!!"
i knew what he meant,it means the hse i am in is haunted.
the ppl that he said were those things..
its really damn freaky

blee bleh bloo bahh

today's test wass terrrible..
geog was bad,literature was quite,QUITE okay.
but nvm liaos ler laa..what's done is done liao
no point ermm.._________ how to continue again??
sorry ah my english very lan..LOLs
then change seats also..ermm then P.E lesson pair
up with yanyi,fer playing frisbee..eww its the most boring
thing i ever played during P.E lessons.then she throw
the 2pid frisbee from where we are to the far far right
hand corner leh!!wth laa!!i must run the other side to
get it then was almost hit by all the flying thingies,,
that was total blehness laaa..[yanyi]you shd really try
being more accurate..
but i know i wasnt as good la..almost hit the P.E teacher..
but never hit lah only ALMOST ,compared to yanyi im much beta..
aiya watever cant be bothered much..
then the cheryl say i was absent on wednesday wass because i couldnt
stand the insults of wu zun by her and yanyi>>im gonna kill you fer that!!
'betray' him!!blehh
then go home took 45 with yanyi then stop at MRT station and her
stupid 147 came first!!my 153 came after two 147s arrived!!!so mad!
then when walking the overhaed bridge,smsed tingfang abt my tests
then she said those 'nice' and comforting words:)
thks fer those tingfang!X)
so so happy today got no NPCC!!i was jumping fer joy lor..
i havent even bought the hair net yet..
xuewen also havent sope nvm lorr.
ending with a not smile but also not frown,qinzhen